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Hello again! My Panda&Lemon :D hahaha, how was it with the effects on car. hahaha. i'm freaking happy with my standards on pasta. In the past i hated it so much. now, i like it so much. The taste was just perfectly awesome for me. I just love my family members so much. Holidays are going to end soon. Now i'm thinking whether to private this blog. i got too many things in my mind that i want to do. i really want to. And as well as something that is very very important. Michael Jackson tribute. Ticket pricing, $40. I want to go so badly. But i don't think cant already because it's $40. I felt do hopeless. I just know the only thing i can do is to just cry on that day..

I've always wonder if whether in my past life i've ever done something bad to anyone and now, there're back to get their revenge, when it's like you cant get away. Don't worry guys, i know life sucks in a certain extent that you feel hopeless but you got to remember family members are the one who will welcome you back home whenever if it's raining, thunder storm. okay, I've tried to ask god why my life is like this & like this. It's obviously upside down. Maybe i wasn't that firm enough. Now it matters by a line drawn between anyone who's around me. Not like how anyone can get on my heads or do whatever you want in my life. Because i've done so many stupid stuffs like giving in & running away from reality. Now whoever who crosses the line, i won't let you off easily. i swear.

I just want to get into outside world to join what i really wanted. why is it wrong... Whats wrong with surfing? What's wrong with Aikido? Whats wrong with floor ball? Whats wrong with dancing? Whats wrong with playing sports? Whats wrong with this and that. What's wrong? Whyyyy ); ?