Sorry , my hairstyle sucks . going to find my hairdresser soon .

hi . yesterday , Serenata V . i think band played well . I was so excited yesterday . hahahahaha . We improved :D Met Ilok in the morning . Bought Mac & went to school . Band room not open yet so went to school's garden to water the plants .

Band Concert was awesome . but it seemed that i dont want it to be over . i dont want it to . Though i admit that i once hated band like shyt but it was the past . i regretted leaving my seniors&junior behind , And me running away from it . I don't wish its too late to say all these . Because speech day will be the last performance with seniors . I never cried for band , I never cried for anything related to band because i once hated band so much . I failed , i cried . I realised when i skipped band for so many times , my seniors still bother to teach me for what i don't know . They taught me well . They cared for me . I don't hope and don't want them to leave . Before my seniors step down , Im going to cherish every single day in band .

I don't know what i've been doing this past 1 year & this year . Tell me what've been doing these two years . I've neglected some of my friends . Running away from things . Running away from things i cannot do . Running away from reality . I'm sorry . I just realised what i thought of was wrong . i thought i can live in some place which contains only the people i like , the things i like to do . Things weren't that simple . These two years were hell . i let down the people who supported me .

I live all i wanted . I just want to be who i wanted to be . I did not spare a thought for others . My heart sank . Because i've gave too much pressure to it . These two years , stone accmulated in my heart . I changed . I'm sorry , i really do ..................

Thanks supporters who supported me when i needed help . After concert , Josh , me , Jiale , Derrick & Nigel went to have supper . i just ate one tiny french fry . that's all . They accompanied me back home .

People , im waiting for the photos to be upload . Once it's so . I will post it . Promise . Currently i got one photo with one of my besty , yeelin :D