wow , i've been slacking . new year will be over soon & im still slacking . i dont know how to explain about my test , my results and wad i've done . im disappointed with myself , i dontknow why ):

3 days of bainian , should be enough le . i just cant wake up . im dragged behind & not wanting to move . alot people said i changed . to a slack person , a quiet person , and my outfit changed so much . i really want to know what im thinking . what's my brain doing and most imptly , what im doing .

tell me , where's the energetic si xuan ? where's the pro si xuan ? where's the lame si xuan ? where is the girl who have the most brain cells who is si xuan ? where where where ? what is happening to me ? ):

isit a influence or a ownself never study ?

i've decided to forget you once and for all , really im going to .

and for me , im a student i should do what i should do . one day , just one day , i will boost up to the si xuan im supposed to be . not the dunno why slack si xuan .

NO BODY WILL INFLUENCE ME !